Strengths and Weaknesses
Strengths:
- Radical Honesty: She openly shares vulnerable struggles with mental health and domestic violence, stating "dv killed me" to provide context for her pain.
- Protective Mentorship: Despite her own struggles, she warns others about the dangers of purging, pleading "pls never start purging it is so destructive".
- Social Awareness: She remains vigilant about online safety, identifying and calling out "groomed" behavior and predatory accounts in her community.
- Academic Persistence: Even while severely ill, she expresses deep concern for her education, worrying about "exams" and study habits.
- Affectionate Nature: She shows warmth toward her partner, noting he "won’t leave my side" during her physically hardest days.
Weaknesses:
- Severe Self-Loathing: She frequently insults herself, using harsh labels like "fat fucking cunt" when experiencing body dysmorphia.
- Substance Misuse: She engages in dangerous behaviors such as "picking up the butts on the street" and seeking ways to get high on Prozac.
- Suicidal Ideation: She repeatedly expresses a desire to die, hoping that "organ failure" or heart failure will occur soon.
- Medical Non-Compliance: She actively avoids medical intervention, celebrating when "doctors not weighing me" allows her to continue restricting.
- Compulsive Body Checking: She admits to a fixation on her appearance, even "bodychecking at my outpatient group" instead of focusing on recovery.
Your Simpsons character
Lisa Simpson
Like Lisa, this user is a high-achieving student who places immense pressure on herself, feeling like a “failure” when academic performance or health issues interfere with her goals. Both share a deep sense of existential melancholy and a desire for external validation, with the user noting that a “bpd diagnosis... is like the light at the end of my tunnel,” mirroring Lisa's search for identity through labels and intellectualism. While Lisa battles perfectionism through music and activism, this user manifests it through a devastating obsession with her body, lamenting that “ana has eaten so much of brain already” and struggling with the weight of her own expectations. Ultimately, they both represent a “painfully average” exterior masking a turbulent internal world characterized by a desperate need to feel seen and understood in their suffering.
Your MBTI personality Type
INFP
The user demonstrates Introversion (I) through a deep focus on internal emotional states and solitary struggles, often feeling alienated from family and society, as seen when she expresses feeling like a “bum” for her private habits. Her Intuition (N) is evident in her preoccupation with symbolic ideals of 'thinness' and future 'light at the end of the tunnel' diagnoses rather than present physical health, often “hallucinating” during fasts. As a Feeling (F) type, her language is intensely emotional and self-evaluative, frequently stating “i hate who i am” and making decisions based on internal values and perceived self-worth. Finally, her Perceiving (P) trait shows in her chaotic, impulsive lifestyle and lack of structure, such as when she admits she “physically can’t” follow through with planned actions or when she spontaneously considers “snorting prozac” without a logical plan.
Some pickup lines for you
- Are you an advent calendar? Because I’d love to be the daily surprise that makes you smile, even if it's not made of chocolate.
- Forget the frozen grapes, I’d rather be the 'warrior' by your side keeping things sweet without the brain freeze.
- I may not be a BPD diagnosis, but I'd love to be the light at the end of your tunnel that actually sticks around.
- You don't need a scale to tell you your worth, but if you're looking for a 'maintenance' partner, I'm great at keeping spirits high.
- If we were a duo, we’d be even more iconic than 'diabetic dad and anorexic daughter'—how about 'witty angel and their favorite distraction'?
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Your new Twitter bio
Economics student and aspiring baker. When I'm not studying for exams, I’m perfecting my apple cookie recipe or out for long walks with my favorite plushie.– @angelpellets
Your signature cocktail
The Bitter Apple Angel
This experimental drink captures a turbulent spirit, starting with a base of muddled “frozen grape warrior” for a chilling, low-cal sweetness. The addition of cider references the “apple cookie i made today”, while a dangerous splash of absinthe reflects the disorientation of being “48hrs into my fast and im already starting to hallucinate”. Served with a burnt garnish to match the grit of someone who says “gonna smoke and then burn off all the cals”, this cocktail is high-proof and heavy-hitting, embodying a life lived “on my grind”.
Your Hogwarts House
Slytherin
The user demonstrates a classic Slytherin focus on ambitious, quantifiable goals and the resourcefulness to achieve them despite external obstacles, such as when they mention having to “wake up so early to weigh myself” after their scale was confiscated. Their cunning and self-preservation are evident in their tactical approach to deceiving authority figures, specifically noting how they “starve all day and eat dinner w my family so they think im still recovered”. This orientation toward specific status markers and physical ideals is highlighted by their fixation on reaching a “ugw: 30kg” and their pride in achieving a “new lw”. Ultimately, their behavior reflects a high degree of calculated persistence and a desire for control over their environment and self-image, which are core traits of the house of Slytherin.
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Your song
Prom Queen - Beach Bunny
This song perfectly mirrors the user's intense struggle with body dysmorphia and the relentless pressure to meet unrealistic beauty standards through starvation. The lyrics about checking mirrors and hating one's reflection resonate with her frequent “lowkey body checking” and her heartbreaking admission that “my weight and appearance are so horrible i don’t even think i can keep going in this body”. The song's themes of self-punishment and the desire to be 'thin enough' are evident when she writes, “i will acc end it tn i hate this body and all this fat why am i so massive”. Ultimately, both the song and the user's timeline depict the painful cycle of seeking validation through physical transparency, as she notes how she “became this bad in the first place was to meet his expectations”.
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