Strengths and Weaknesses
Strengths:
- Self-aware: Shows insight into their own behavior and history, like reflecting on their past ED content vs now focusing on harm reduction in “I used to have 5k on shedtwt… I’m the complete opposite now where I judge if you even share your method of self harm 😭 venting is chill, don’t share methods unless it’s harm reduction”.
- Emotionally-honest: Openly shares internal struggles and suicidal thoughts, e.g. “I wish I could be non suicidal for one day, I can’t help but feel everyone’s distaste with me” and “Everybody gave up on me after my second suicide attempt and I’m finally coming to terms with it”.
- Reflective: Thinks critically about mental health discourse, such as discussing DSM-5 changes in “Also the DSM5 changed how they classify anorexia, its no longer based off of BMI, its based off of how many symptoms you have and how it affects your life”.
- Support-minded: Shows concern for others in similar situations, for example “These type of posts makes me so sad :( Clearly they are crying out for help” and describing themselves as “Pro Recovery + Not Fatphobic” in their bio and intro tweet “⊹⋆♱ Nikki ♱⭒⊹ … Pro Recovery + Not Fatphobic”.
- Resilient: Despite intense distress, expresses hope for a future, like “I believe in happy endings :) the only reason why I haven’t full on committed yet is because one day I hope I can sit in a car with my child and tell them about my hard days as a teen and how I powered through it” and celebrates small wins such as “I just went to public school for the first time in 3 years and it went really well”.
Weaknesses:
- Self-destructive: Engages in and discusses serious self-harm and suicidality, e.g. “I’m gonna #kill myself #tonight If you see a dangling corpse, that might be me”, “I’m gonna fucking kill myself”, and posts about “multiple stryos” with injury photos like “DID MULTIPLE STRYOS ON MY ARM AND I CAN FEEL HEARTBEAT”.
- Disordered-eating: Actively reinforces ED behaviors and relapse plans, such as “Lowkey got severally triggered so im full on relapsing baby 500 1200 calorie days, HERE I COME BACK”, “OMADing hot coco cus I ate so much yesterday”, and describing themselves as being on “hard mode” with EDs in “I’m on hard mode… you can say I’m a pro gamer when it comes to EDs”.
- Negative-self-image: Frequently assumes others dislike or will not care about them, e.g. “I can’t help but feel everyone’s distaste with me”, “I would say same but I am so terrified and certain it’s gonna be a ‘Nikki died??? Damn, anyways’ people would not gaf”, and “Everybody gave up on me after my second suicide attempt”.
- Attention-seeking: Self-identifies using attention as a coping strategy, like “I got multiple stryos today and it burns but I’m an attention whore So FAKE SFX MAKEUP IN THE REPLIES” and dramatizes suicidal statements publicly as in “IM WORKING CLOSING THIS WEEK IM SHOOTING MYSELF BEHIND MY LOCATION”.
- Impulsive-coping: Shifts quickly between extremes (e.g., recovery vs relapse, joy vs self-harm), such as “done with slitting my arms but lowkey I'm no longer sad and just annoyed by the pain and impatient about the blood omg bruh, mood swings pmo”, “I’m starving again, fuck thinking clearly and being happy”, and sudden “full on relapsing” after being triggered in “Lowkey got severally triggered so im full on relapsing baby”.
Your Simpsons character
Lisa Simpson
Lisa fits best because she’s a highly self-aware, emotionally intense teen who feels out of place and thinks deeply about everything, including politics, morality, and mental health. Like Lisa, this user is introspective and articulate about their pain and dissociation, writing things like “Being in a 4 5 year dissociation is not for the weak The last time I registered myself was when I was 13” and “I wish I could be non suicidal for one day”. They balance dark thoughts with a stubborn hope for a better future, shown in “I believe in happy endings :) the only reason why I haven’t full on committed yet is because one day I hope I can sit in a car with my child and tell them about my hard days as a teen and how I powered through it”, which is very Lisa-coded optimism in the middle of despair. They’re also morally opinionated and willing to call people out, like in “Some of y’all are genuinely stupid and gatekeepy over a mental illness There is enough anorexia for the world to share”, echoing Lisa’s tendency to lecture others when something feels unjust. Finally, their mix of niche fandoms and being a bit of an outsider (e.g., Hange obsession, edtwt/shedtwt culture, and feeling like a social outcast in school) parallels Lisa’s experience as the smart, sensitive, slightly alienated kid in a world that doesn’t quite get her.
Your MBTI personality Type
INFP
They lean Introvert over Extrovert: although they engage online a lot, their content is mostly venting and inner monologue rather than social hype, e.g. “I wish I could be non suicidal for one day, I can’t help but feel everyone’s distaste with me” and “I’m not gonna ventslop anymore Time for some joy gems”, suggesting a rich internal world and emotional self-focus more than outward stimulation. Their style is clearly Intuitive rather than Sensing: they talk in abstractions about life and meaning, like “I have never fully enjoyed life, there was always a draw back is it truly living if I'm not in pain during it” and create symbolic vent comics and "internet diary" posts rather than focusing mainly on concrete facts. They are strongly Feeling over Thinking: they prioritize emotional experience, relationships, and hurt, e.g. “Everybody gave up on me after my second suicide attempt and I’m finally coming to terms with it I just want a happy ending and a justification to live”, and even when they argue, it’s value- and empathy-based, like “These type of posts makes me so sad :( Clearly they are crying out for help”. On the Perceiving side, they show mood-driven spontaneity and inconsistent structure, repeatedly referencing mood swings and impulsive decisions, such as “Lowkey got severally triggered so im full on relapsing baby 500 1200 calorie days, HERE I COME BACK” and “Mood swings are so funny, I feel so depressed and I’m currently crying for no reason”, rather than a stable, planned lifestyle. Taken together—the introspective venting, abstract and poetic takes on pain and meaning, heavy emotional lens, and spontaneous, mood-based actions—this profile fits best with INFP (the idealistic, emotionally intense introvert) among the MBTI types.
Some pickup lines for you
- You said you ‘powered through’ a 5‑month depression clean to deep-clean your room — if you ever need a co-op partner for hard mode life, I call dibs on being your Player 2.
- You’re rewriting your life as a vent comic and Hange x self-harm hurt/comfort fic… be honest, when do I get my self‑insert cameo as the annoying love interest who keeps refusing to let you die in chapter 3?
- You said you believe in happy endings and imagine telling your future kid about surviving your teen years — if you ever want a practice run, I’ll sit in the passenger seat and listen to every lore drop now.
- You keep threatening to ‘#kill myself behind my Subway location’ on closing shifts; counter-offer: we clock out, split a flatbread, and I show you at least three reasons you’re more iconic than any shedtwt era you miss.
- You joked that you should’ve been watching AoT instead of being in preschool — plot twist: the real tragedy is that current‑timeline you hasn’t realized yet that someone out here is glazing *you* harder than you glaze Hange.
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Your new Twitter bio
Nikki, 16 | Subway sandwich artist, Hange historian, and expert at surviving plot twists—both in anime and real life.– @ngelic988
Your signature cocktail
The Shedtwt Halo Drop
The coffee liqueur over ice is for being "employed and on shedtwt" and working closing shifts while exhausted, like “being employed and on shedtwt is not for the weak” and “Good morning I have work”. A splash of Monster channels the ADHD-fueled crash chaos from “drank a monster while having ADHD and now I'm horribly tired omg”, giving the drink a jittery kick. The hot cocoa foam cap softens the bitterness, nodding to comfort cravings like “OMADing hot coco cus I ate so much yesterday” and the way she still believes in future warmth in “I believe in happy endings :) the only reason why I haven’t full on committed yet...”. A crushed peppermint rim is sharp and sweet at once, reflecting her blunt, sometimes dark humor such as “I’m gonna #kill myself #tonight If you see a dangling corpse, that might be me #WHOOPSIEDAISY” and “I think asian people should be allowed to kill a person a day”. Finally, edible glitter stars float on top as a little bit of sparkle and fandom brainrot, echoing her Hange love and yume energy like “This is me when I see Hange btw ❤️❤️❤️” and her cheerful intro “⊹⋆♱ Nikki ♱⭒⊹ ... welcome to my internet diary !”, because even in the darkest shedtwt nights she’s still trying to shine.
Your Hogwarts House
Gryffindor
Nikki shows a strong Gryffindor-style mix of recklessness, emotional intensity, and a desire to push through fear. They talk bluntly and provocatively about self-endangerment, e.g. “I’m gonna #kill myself #tonight If you see a dangling corpse, that might be me #WHOOPSIEDAISY” and “I’m gonna fucking kill myself”, reflecting impulsivity and a high-risk, confrontational attitude toward their pain. At the same time, they explicitly frame themselves as someone trying to fight through it, using skills and still hoping for a future: “Using those DBT skills so don’t I kill myself” and “the only reason why I haven’t full on committed yet is because one day I hope I can sit in a car with my child and tell them about my hard days as a teen and how I powered through it”. They also directly stand up for their beliefs in heated community debates, like correcting misinformation about anorexia with “Also the DSM5 changed how they classify anorexia, its no longer based off of BMI, its based off of how many symptoms you have and how it affects your life”, and criticizing glamorization with “venting is chill, don’t share methods unless it’s harm reduction”. This combination of raw emotional honesty, willingness to say difficult things publicly, and a persistent wish to be the kind of person who ‘powers through’ hardship points more to a troubled but fundamentally brave Gryffindor than to the quieter steadiness of Hufflepuff, the cerebral focus of Ravenclaw, or the strategic self-preservation of Slytherin.
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Your song
Teen Idle - MARINA
A well‑known song that fits Nikki best is Teen Idle by MARINA. The track captures feeling like you’re wasting your youth, being chronically depressed, and glamorizing self-destruction, which echoes tweets like “I wish I could be non suicidal for one day, I can’t help but feel everyone’s distaste with me” and “How do I stop thinking about attempting for one day 🥹🥹🥹🥹”. MARINA’s lyrics about wanting to be a ‘teen idle’ and flirting with death match Nikki’s dark humor around suicidality, such as “I’m gonna #kill myself #tonight If you see a dangling corpse, that might be me #WHOOPSIEDAISY”. The song’s mixture of self-awareness and nihilistic aesthetic fits their shedtwt/edtwt identity and internet-diary vibe from “welcome to my internet diary !” in their bio and posts like “I’ve been extremely suicidal since I was 8 with severe dissociation and this is my cringey abstract vent”. Teen Idle balances melodrama, dark introspection, and a kind of bitter humor about teenage suffering, which mirrors Nikki’s frequent swings between venting and joking, like “Using those DBT skills so don’t I kill myself”.
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