Strengths and Weaknesses
Strengths:
- Emotionally honest: Openly shares intense feelings about life and death, like in “i hate living so mcuh😂😂who tf decided to make me go through this every day😂😂i hate everyone😳😳kill me please😂take me out😂😂beastzai moment”, showing a willingness to be transparent.
- Community-seeking: Actively looks for a supportive space and mutual understanding, as seen in “#bsdshedtwt , #suicidetwt , #ventwt … looking for mooties yippieee”.
- Support-appreciative: Recognizes and values people who respond with care, like in “people on this side of twt actually help me and tell me better ways to take care.. proves who is the issue”.
- Protective-minded: Pushes back against harmful stereotypes about their community, for example “all this does is demonise us struggling with mental health who use this community as a safe space”.
- Self-aware: Shows insight into feeling invalidated and misunderstood, as in “i feel miserable but i feel so invalid compared to everyone else… i’m sick of being ignored”.
Weaknesses:
- Suicidal ideation: Frequently expresses wanting to die and planning an end, such as “i genuinely think this year will be the year i finally end it… im just waiting to reach my ugw so i can go pretty”.
- Self-destructive: Connects goals and identity to self-harm and death, like “i just want to be my ugw so i can kms and go out in a way i want”.
- External validation: Sense of worth hinges heavily on others’ reactions, e.g., “maybe once my attempt works people will understand my cries for help were genuine i’m sick of being ignored”.
- Hopeless thinking: Often sees no future value in living, as in “if i died today who would even care… what value would living have☹️”.
- Body-obsessed: Strong fixation on weight and ‘ugw’ as a condition for dying, like “i’m just waiting to reach my ugw so i can go pretty” and frustration with weight limits in “calorie calculator apps”.
Your Simpsons character
Lisa Simpson
The user most closely matches Lisa Simpson, especially in terms of feeling isolated, misunderstood, and intellectually/emotionally intense. Like Lisa, they feel invalidated by those around them, as shown when they say that their family and friends dismiss their struggles: “my family invalidates me every time so what is even stopping me” and “my irl ‘friends’ who just invalidate my mental health oh my god pls kill me”. Lisa often questions her worth and wonders who would care if she weren’t around, which parallels the user’s reflection: “sometimes i just feel like if i died today who would even care i dont have any friends”. The user also seeks a niche community that understands them, similar to how Lisa looks for like-minded spaces: “people on this side of twt actually help me and tell me better ways to take care.. proves who is the issue”. Their combination of intense self-criticism, deep emotional pain, and desire to be genuinely seen and cared for aligns most strongly with Lisa’s more serious, introspective side rather than the more chaotic or carefree traits of characters like Bart or Homer.
Your MBTI personality Type
INFP
They seem more introverted (I) than extroverted: they repeatedly mention feeling isolated and lacking real-life friends, e.g. “sometimes i just feel like if i died today who would even care i dont have any friends my family invalidates me every time”, and seek connection mainly through online vent/suicide/shed communities rather than offline social events. Their focus is strongly intuitive (N), centering on meaning, hopeless future expectations, and ideals (being "pretty" at their UGW, feeling "noticed"), such as “i genuinely think this year will be the year i finally end it… im just waiting to reach my ugw so i can go pretty”, rather than concrete day‑to‑day details. They clearly lean feeling (F): their tweets are highly emotional, driven by pain, invalidation, and a longing for understanding, for example “ihate feeling not sick enough… maybe once my attempt works people will understand my cries for help were genuine”, and they defend their community on an emotional/empathetic basis in “literally on here people encourage care and recovery only normaltwt says shit like this”. Their lifestyle and tone suggest perceiving (P) over judging: they talk about being overwhelmed and chaotic rather than structured, e.g. “i hate feeling so much then feeling numb i can never just be normal”, and they seem to drift with their emotions instead of following clear plans. Their intro post framing themselves around vent/suicidal spaces and looking for "mooties" (“#promo : intro !! … #bsdshedtwt , #suicidetwt , #ventwt… looking for mooties yippieee”) reflects the archetypal INFP pattern of searching for a small circle that understands their inner world and pain.
Some pickup lines for you
- If we ever watch Beast BSD together, I promise I’ll find you a GOOD quality live action link—and then spend the whole movie proving I’m better company than Dazai’s death wish.
- You said you’re just waiting to reach your ugw so you can ‘go pretty’—counter offer: you stay, we get matching Monster Pipeline Punches, and you realise you’ve been ‘pretty enough to live’ this whole time.
- Normaltwt might mock your SH, but on my timeline you’d be treated like that deleted Beast movie Google Doc: rare, precious, and something I’d go out of my way to protect and never lose again.
- You said if you died today no one would care, but I’m literally here rearranging my entire emotional schedule just to slide into your replies and prove you catastrophically underestimated your impact.
- You joke about pulling a Beast Dazai—how about we rewrite that arc: you cosplay Beast Dazai, I’ll be your partner in crime, and instead of a double suicide we just double up on comfort, snacks, and genuinely listening to you for once.
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Your new Twitter bio
Mental health warrior in recovery mode, BSD & Beast Dazai enthusiast. Working on healing, not hiding—ask about the time I survived on Pipeline Punch.– @osamusdazaisb
Your signature cocktail
🩹 Beast Dazai Breaker
The blue curaçao nods to their obsession with special drinks and wanting Blue Hawaiian despite not being able to get it: “pipeline punch is my best one but i want blue hawaiian so bad💔💔 (im not american so i cant ☹️☹️)”. Passion fruit liqueur captures their intense, all-or-nothing emotional energy and fixation on a ‘reason to live,’ even when that person leaves: “ever since 2023 ive felt like i need to do it but one person stopped me now she blocked me it just feels like i have nothing to sotp me”. Sour cherry juice brings a sharp, painful edge that mirrors their self-hatred and dark humor: “i hate living so mcuh😂😂who tf decided to make me go through this every day😂😂i hate everyone😳😳kill me please😂take me out😂😂beastzai moment”. Sparkling water adds a deceptively light, bubbly surface that hides how heavy everything actually is, just like their mix of venting and meme-y tone across shed/vent/suicidetwt: “#bsdshedtwt , #suicidetwt , #ventwt … looking for mooties yippieee”. Finally, edible silver glitter represents the way they want to look “pretty” and aesthetic even at rock bottom, tying into their weight goals and dramatic fantasies: “im just waiting to reach my ugw so i can go pretty” and “whatif i just pull a beast dazai in beast dazai cosplay atp man #suicidetwt”.
Your Hogwarts House
Hufflepuff
The strongest through-line in their tweets is a deep desire for connection, care, and mutual support, which is very characteristic of Hufflepuff. They explicitly value communities that respond with kindness and practical care, as shown when they contrast different sides of Twitter: “people on this side of twt actually help me and tell me better ways to take care.. proves who is the issue”. Even while struggling, they defend their community against demonization and emphasize that within it, “people encourage care and recovery,” in contrast to others who mock or stigmatize them: “literally nobody says that on here💔 all this does is demonise us struggling with mental health who use this community as a safe space”. Their promo tweet explicitly frames their account as part of supportive vent and recovery spaces and invites “mooties,” suggesting a strong orientation toward belonging and reciprocity: “#bsdshedtwt , #suicidetwt , #ventwt … looking for mooties yippieee”. While there is pain, hopelessness, and a lack of self-worth in tweets like “sometimes i just feel like if i died today who would even care i dont have any friends”, the values that emerge amid that suffering—care, fairness (not demonising the struggling), and a longing for loyal, understanding connections—align most closely with Hufflepuff rather than the more individualistic traits of the other houses.
Your movie
Your song
bury a friend - Billie Eilish
A well‑known song that fits them is bury a friend by Billie Eilish, because it captures intrusive self-destructive thoughts and feeling like your own worst enemy. They repeatedly express intense suicidal ideation and exhaustion with living, like in “i hate living so mcuh😂😂who tf decided to make me go through this every day😂😂i hate everyone😳😳kill me please😂take me out😂😂beastzai moment” and “imso tired of living ajsjsjsjs i just want to die someoen take me out ☹️‼️”, which resonates with the song’s themes of being haunted by your own mind. The track’s dark, eerie tone mirrors their mix of joking and despair around death and suicide, as seen in “whatif i just pull a beast dazai in beast dazai cosplay atp man #suicidetwt”. Lyrics about being pulled apart by others’ expectations parallel how they feel invalidated and ignored, like when they say “sometimes i just feel like if i died today who would even care i dont have any friends my family invalidates me every time” and “ihate feeling not sick enough i feel miserable but i feel so invalid compared to everyone else”. Even their focus on self-destruction tied to appearance—“im just waiting to reach my ugw so i can go pretty”—matches the song’s unsettling blend of vulnerability, self-loathing, and a desire to disappear.
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