Strengths and Weaknesses
Strengths:
- Self-aware: Open about diagnoses and symptom patterns, e.g. educational thread on chronic illnesses and BPD in “Educational thread on some of my chronic illnesses (and yet to be diagnosed issues/symptoms)” and reflections on hypomania vs BPD in “i wish i understood properly what hypomania is…”.
- Emotionally-expressive: Communicates feelings vividly in posts like “i love people in a way that would worry a therapist but thrill a poet” and “if suffering can not be made beautiful then what was all of this for”.
- Resilient: Despite pain and episodes, they keep training and attending commitments, e.g. pushing through 7 hours of training in “7 hours of training later and i am in so much pain… but with lots of breaks i got through” and planning competitions in “what song shall i use for my showcase at nationals in april”.
- Support-seeking: Regularly reaches out for advice and perspectives, like asking shtwt for wound-care advice in “shtwt does anyone have advice on how to make sure deeper cuts dont get infected?” and asking others with BPD for input in “whats everyones stance on telling your FP that they are your FP?”.
- Community-oriented: Engages others, shares education, and talks about wanting connections with people who relate, like “Educational thread on some of my chronic illnesses… education on chronic illnesses is important” and seeking BPD/ED mutuals in posts like “as a girlie with BPD all i want is an irl BPD bestie…”.
Weaknesses:
- Self-destructive: Frequent references to self-harm and suicidal intent, such as “my goal is to lose 19lbs by nationals… because if i dont i will shoot myself” and going to a different place to attempt in “peace out mf’ers, i finally got the balls to do it and im going to a different place to do it”.
- Disordered-eating: Obsessive calorie control and weight goals, e.g. tracking extreme deficits in “yesterdays food! total kcals 400”, celebrating thigh gap and fast weight loss in “at least my thigh gap is back <3”, and tying worth to appearing “skinny” in “WHY HAVE I BEEN MAINTAINING FOR A WEEK NOW I WANT TO BE SKINNY”.
- Substance-misuse: Normalizes risky drug use and stockpiling meds, e.g. “was gonna go get weed, instead im ordering xans and acid yippeeee”, “I THINK I HAVE JUST FOUND THE XANAX GOD… 250 XANS”, and mixing zopiclone with alcohol in “zopiclone + alcohol = maybe sleeping tonight??!! lets get drinking and find out”.
- Validation-dependence: Sense of worth heavily tied to others’ reactions, as seen in “my entire sense of worth depends on their validation” and fear of abandonment in “i make excuses for peoples shitty actions towards me cause im scared of them abandoning me”.
- Risk-seeking: Shows impulsive attraction to dangerous behaviour, like wanting to snort antidepressants in “im bored, might snort my antidepressants since i dont take them”, repiercing their eyebrow alone in “somehow just repierced my eyebrow…”, and talking about popping ADHD meds to get high in “i also have been stockpiling them for months to get high on when im bored”.
Your Simpsons character
Lisa Simpson
They most closely resemble Lisa Simpson, who is intensely self-aware, sensitive, and struggles with feeling misunderstood and isolated despite being bright and reflective. Like Lisa intellectualizing her pain and conditions, this user writes long, self-analytical posts about chronic illness and mental health, such as their “Educational thread on some of my chronic illnesses (and yet to be diagnosed issues/symptoms)” and questioning bipolar vs BPD in “why are my close friends with bipolar telling me im manic??!!”. Their intense need for connection and fear of abandonment echo Lisa’s attachment issues and emotional volatility, seen in tweets like “my entire sense of worth depends on their validation” and “i can hate people for abandoning me yet I will always be sorry that I wasnt good enough to make them want stay”. The mix of dark humor, poetic romanticism, and yearning for deep, almost overwhelming love—like “i love people in a way that would worry a therapist but thrill a poet”—fits Lisa’s dramatic inner world and tendency to feel everything intensely. Even their attempts to educate and support others with similar struggles, such as “this is just i reminder to those with longterm mh disorders…”, mirror Lisa’s moral streak and desire to help people, even while they themselves are hurting.
Your MBTI personality Type
INFP
They seem more introverted (I) than extroverted: much of their energy goes into online venting, intense one‑to‑one bonds, and internal states rather than broad socializing, e.g. “i wish i had an irl who would go halfs on 100 xans with me… why cant any of my friends live nearby” and “i think being ignored is worse than just straight up being blocked”. Their focus is strongly intuitive (N): they frequently use metaphor, symbolism, and abstract language about suffering and love, like “if suffering can not be made beautiful then what was all of this for” and “i love people in a way that would worry a therapist but thrill a poet”, rather than sticking to concrete facts only. They are clearly feeling‑oriented (F), making decisions and interpretations through emotion, attachment, and values—e.g. “my entire sense of worth depends on their validation” and “i can hate people for abandoning me yet I will always be sorry that I wasnt good enough to make them want stay”—instead of prioritizing detached logic. Finally, they lean perceiving (P): their life appears spontaneous, reactive, and crisis‑driven (impulsive repiercing, drug use, and last‑minute choices), such as “somehow just repierced my eyebrow… hmu for turning your eyebrow piercings into triangular eyebrow piercings!!” and “zopiclone + alcohol = maybe sleeping tonight??!! lets get drinking and find out”, rather than carefully scheduled and controlled. Taken together—the introspective venting, poetic abstraction, emotionally driven worldview, and impulsive behavior—INFP fits better than the other types.
Some pickup lines for you
- If you need an FP debate panel to decide whether to tell them they’re your FP, I volunteer as tribute—on one condition: I get front-row tickets to your nationals showcase when you finally pick that song.
- You’re out here doing 7 hours of training on hEDS joints, liquid fasting, and still walking off cake—at this point I don’t want a ‘hot girl walk,’ I want a ‘walk with the slightly unhinged dance prodigy who watches BoJack and smokes by the beach in theory but hates sand.’
- You said if you’re not skinny by nationals you’ll shoot yourself—counteroffer: we survive nationals, you look incredible in your solo dress with your ribs doing their thing, and then we celebrate with a cheeseburger you ‘literally hate’ but somehow crave, and I sit there admiring you more than the food.
- You, high on zopiclone that ‘cant take you out,’ repiercing your eyebrow into a triangle and planning your next piercing, asking where to get cute drug baggies… I don’t need Xanax, I think I just caught feelings from your chaos aesthetic alone.
- ChatGPT told you to call 999 for a mental health emergency; I’m just here like: 999 I’d like to report a theft—this BPD, hEDS, shedtwt, edtwt, BoJack-binging, My Little Pony-watching creature called Nyx stole my serotonin and I’d like them sentenced to one (1) spliff + Monster + charity shop date with me.
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Your new Twitter bio
Nyx • 20 • they/them | chronically ill overachiever powered by dance, Monster, and maladaptive humor. Once dislocated a thumb just by existing.– @sknyscryskelton
Your signature cocktail
The Hypomanic Seashell Spritz
This drink mixes peach schnapps for their Monster Ultra Peach obsession and chaotic sweetness, echoing their hunt for specific flavors in “i cant find it anywhere 🥲🥲 tesco do a 9 pack but instead of the peach its ultra rosa”. A shot of London dry gin stands in for the sharp, adult pain of psych wards, chronic illness, and endless appointments, nodding to “back in the stupid hospital” and “doctors appointment booked, hopefully gonna finally get something for the pain”. Sparkling lemonade keeps it bright and fizzy like their hyped-up, insomnia-fueled posts, channeling the unhinged sparkle of “HAHAHAHAHA ZOPLICLONE CANT TAKE ME OUT IM TOO COOL FOR THIS”. A blue curaçao float adds ocean color for their fantasy of getting high by the water in “i wanna get stoned at the beach and watch the sunset while i collect pretty seashells”. Finally, the smoked sea salt rim is the sting of self-destruction and dark humor, from “my goal is to lose 19lbs by nationals in april, i must look skinny… because if i dont i will shoot myself” to drug jokes like “might just pop a few of my adhd meds just to feel something”, making the whole cocktail a pretty, painful, messy little storm in a glass.
Your Hogwarts House
Hufflepuff
Nyx shows strong Hufflepuff traits, especially in their intense loyalty and desire for close, stable bonds. They repeatedly center their life around their FP and relationships, like when they say “my entire sense of worth depends on their validation” and “i love people in a way that would worry a therapist but thrill a poet”, revealing a deep, devoted way of caring that aligns with Hufflepuff’s loyalty. They also express a strong wish for safe, sister-like or best-friend relationships, such as “i wish i had an older sister… not being biologically related means that they can just decide theyve had enough and abandon me” and wanting an irl BPD bestie to share life with (“all i want is an irl BPD bestie… go on our silly sidequests together”), which reflects Hufflepuff’s craving for steady, reciprocal companionship. Even when hurt, they tend to blame themself and excuse others—“i make excuses for peoples shitty actions towards me cause im scared of them abandoning me”—showing a forgiving, conflict-avoidant, people-first orientation more typical of Hufflepuff than the sharper edges of Slytherin or Gryffindor. While there is ambition around weight loss and performance (“my goal is to lose 19lbs by nationals in april… i refuse to look fat for my first senior group”), it’s less about power and more about belonging and being accepted, which fits a distressed Hufflepuff rather than a classic Slytherin. Overall, their core motivations are connection, loyalty, and a longing for safe, enduring relationships—hallmarks of Hufflepuff.
Your movie
Your song
Bury a Friend - Billie Eilish
A fitting song is Bury a Friend by Billie Eilish, which blends themes of self-destruction, mental illness, and a dark sense of humor that mirrors their timeline. They talk openly about wanting to hurt themself and making plans to do so, like in “peace out mf’ers, i finally got the balls to do it and im going to a different place to do it”, echoing the song’s fixation on being both the victim and the monster. The song’s eerie, dissociated tone fits tweets such as “numb.” and “i feel like i dont exist or that i am incomplete when they arent around”. Their gallows humor about meds and self-harm, like “WHY IS CHATGPT TELLING ME TO CALL 999… I AM HAVING GREAT IDEAS” and “im bored, might snort my antidepressants since i dont take them”, lines up with the song’s creepy playfulness. Finally, the underlying plea for understanding in their BPD and chronic illness posts, such as “this is just i reminder… maintaining a job while your symptoms are unmanaged can be difficult”, connects with the track’s sense of being haunted by yourself and your own brain.
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