Strengths and Weaknesses
Strengths:
- Self-aware: Openly reflects on her mental state and coping (e.g., acknowledging faked optimism in “yes, im faking the optimism, but if i don't ill only be drowning in my own misery” and recognizing medication withdrawal effects in “getting insane brain zaps, dizziness, headaches… hoping the withdrawals go away soon”).
- Emotionally-honest: Shares grief, fear, and loneliness candidly, such as mourning her boyfriend in “id do anything, anything at all, if it meant i could bring back my boyfriend” and describing rock-bottom feelings in “I don't know what to do… i am totally rock bottom and barely surviving”.
- Resilient: Keeps engaging with treatment and life despite feeling hopeless, like continuing ED appointments in “went on a lovely 7.5 mile walk today after my appointment with my ed consultant” and considering restarting venlafaxine in “thinking i might need to start taking my venlafaxine again”.
- Reflective: Looks for meaning and patterns in experiences, such as analyzing childhood dissociation in “i completely believed that i was in the pokemon world and that one day i was going to be able to own my favourite pokemon” and reflecting on past work life in “i had a waitressing/barista job… i miss it”.
- Caring: Shows deep concern for loved ones, like her dad’s health in “im so worried… please please don't be something serious” and her younger sister’s wellbeing in “every time i want to give up on living, i think about my sisters reaction… she's the only thing keeping me alive”.
Weaknesses:
- Self-destructive: Expresses urges to harm herself and “destroy” herself, as in “i keep wanting to destroy myself and everything about me as one last 'hoorah' before i leave this world” and serious self-harm leading to nerve damage in “i sh v deep last night,im worried that ive fucked up my arm by severing nerves”.
- Catastrophic-thinking: Often jumps to worst-case conclusions about herself and the future, like calling herself a “lost cause” in “professionals don't know what to do… i am totally rock bottom and barely surviving. im a lost cause” and predicting she won’t be around much longer in “if i stop posting one day… then assume im no longer here”.
- Hopelessness: Frequently states life will not improve, such as in “each year that passes seems to get progressively worse... i hold zero hope for 2026” and “i genuinely feel like my body is shutting down… i wish i would drop dead already”.
- All-or-nothing-thinking: Frames recovery and life in extreme terms, like feeling she must “starve in december just to feel better” in “i so badly want to starve in fecember just to feel better” and saying she has reached “the point of no return” with her teeth in “ive reached the point of no return”.
- Social-withdrawal: Describes intense loneliness and difficulty relying on people, such as “i don't have anyone in my life there for me. this is just a way of expressing my thoughts” and feeling ignored by her mum in “nevermind, i deleted the message… i doubt she's busy, probably was ignored”.
Your Simpsons character
Lisa Simpson
The account most closely matches Lisa Simpson: introspective, intelligent, deeply emotional, and often feeling isolated and misunderstood. Like Lisa, they are highly self-aware about mental health and recovery, openly reflecting on their struggles with depression and an eating disorder while still affirming values like being “PRO RECOVERY ALWAYS!!!” and trying to find meaning, as seen when they say they are going to journal daily gratitude and that they are “going to try and appreciate small things in life from now on” “going to try and appreciate small things in life from now on. im going to journal one thing im grateful for each day”. There’s a strong artistic and sensitive side in their drawing posts and insecurity about their work, like when they say “hmmmm im starting to hate it now 🙃 always ends up happening… anyone have any suggestions for animals to draw?”, which parallels Lisa’s perfectionism and creative self-doubt with her saxophone and school projects. Their profound grief over their boyfriend and pets and sense of moral responsibility toward their younger sister, who is “the only thing keeping me alive” “every time i want to give up on living, i think about my sisters reaction… i just can't do that to her, she's the only thing keeping me alive.”, echo Lisa’s intense empathy and the way she often feels burdened by caring so much. Like Lisa, they feel different from their family and unsupported at times, such as when they write “my dad has either lost all hope in me or doesn't give a shit about me anymore”, yet they continue to search for purpose, connection, and healthier coping strategies (therapy referrals, art, walks, food polls) despite overwhelming pain.
Your MBTI personality Type
INFP
They seem introverted (I): their life revolves around solitary activities like long walks, drawing, watching series, and journaling gratitude, and there’s no sign of parties or large social circles. They often describe spending days “rotting in bed” and how lonely they feel, for example wishing for a dog because they are “so excruciatingly lonely” (“i want a dog. my dad would NEVER allow it though… i want a friend, im so excruciatingly lonely.”), which points more to internal processing than external stimulation. They lean intuitive (N) because they constantly interpret experiences in terms of meaning, grief, and purpose rather than just surface facts, such as questioning whether grief ever gets better and what the future holds (“i miss him more and more as time goes on… when does it start to get better?”) and reflecting on wanting a purpose in life via caring for a pet (“i want a purpose in life. i feel like a pet could do that for me right now.”). Their writing is packed with emotional nuance and symbolism (e.g., seasons and weather as signs of “sunnier days ahead” in their gratitude journaling), which is typical of N types. They are clearly feeling (F): decisions and self-evaluation are based on emotions, relationships, and guilt rather than detached logic. They worry about how their death would emotionally damage their younger sister (“every time i want to give up on living, i think about my sisters reaction… i just can't do that to her, she's the only thing keeping me alive.”) and feel devastated by small interpersonal slights, like a cancelled appointment or perceived parental indifference (“why am i crying over my ed consultant canceling our appointment tomorrow..?”). Their tone is consistently empathetic, vulnerable, and self-blaming rather than argumentative. On the J–P axis, they show traits of both, but overall look more perceiving (P): their life feels unstructured and reactive, with sleep, eating, and activity dictated by mood, insomnia, and energy rather than firm plans. They long for structure and purpose (wanting a job, journaling gratitude, planning to restart medication) yet repeatedly note their inability to follow through, like starting drawings they may not finish (“current work in progress... hoping to finish this one eventually”) and doubting they’ll complete art due to motivation (“not the best, and im nowhere near finished yet... if i even gather the motivation to finish..”). This pattern—idealistic intentions but difficulty imposing rigid structure—fits P more than J. Altogether, the introspection, emotional depth, idealism, and struggle to concretely organize life best match INFP.
Some pickup lines for you
- If you ever secretly buy that puppy your dad would ‘NEVER allow’, I volunteer as tribute to be the second forbidden pet: small, clingy, walks with you 17k steps a day and curls up with you and Mr. Lion afterward.
- You said you can ‘only draw animals really’, but looking at that current WIP and your doodles from last year, I’m starting to think you’re just using the sketchbook as an excuse not to admit you’ve already drawn my type.
- You keep asking X for oatmeal topping ideas, but you’re the one living on one meal a day—how about we upgrade that to two: your loaded oats in the morning and a cheesy, overly sentimental date with me in the evening?
- I know you joke about your algorithm knowing you have an ED, but if it was really smart it would stop showing gym ads and start showing people who’d happily spend Valentine’s watching Wallace and Gromit with you, fall asleep next to you, and actually stay.
- You’ve been journaling one thing you’re grateful for each day—rainbows, your cat, blue skies… if we ever hang out, my only goal is to make you write, ‘Today I am grateful that someone finally made life suck 1% less.’
Your 5 Emojis
Your new Twitter bio
20 • she/her • learning to live with grief, BPD & a 10+ yr ED. Cat cuddler, oatmeal alchemist & animal doodler. Polls & food takes at @swirlixpolls– @swirlixcals
Your signature cocktail
Mr. Lion’s Grief & Glow Oatmilk Fizz
This cocktail starts with vanilla oat milk, a nod to oatmeal as their one dependable comfort and staple, echoing their words about oats being basically the only thing they can eat in “im not joking oatmeal has become the only food i can eat recently.”. A swirl of cherry liqueur brings sweetness mixed with ache, mirroring the 🍒 in their bio and the way they write about craving both food and gentler days in “i really want to be able to be creative with my meals again…”. Rose syrup represents the tiny, treasured comforts they refuse to let go of, like the rose extract and bar from their boyfriend in “i still have this bar, i think im just going to keep it forever… same goes for this rose extract he got me”. A sharp shot of vodka captures their raw, unfiltered pain and coping, as they mention in “ive been drinking a lot lately to cope.” and the lonely holiday drinking in “now im spending this eve, drinking vodka, completely alone…”. Finally, a pinch of sea salt topped with soda water adds a fizzy, almost hopeful edge—like their gratitude journaling and tiny bright moments in “going to try and appreciate small things in life from now on.” and the comfort of Mr. Lion in “this is mr. lion. he is extremely precious to me.”—salty from grief, but still sparkling.
Your Hogwarts House
Hufflepuff
They consistently show classic Hufflepuff traits of loyalty, kindness, and quiet perseverance despite severe suffering. Their strongest reason for staying alive is not ambition or glory, but loyalty to their little sister: they write that they can’t end their life because they “just can't be the cause of someones pain” and that she’s “the only thing keeping me alive” (“every time i want to give up on living, i think about my sisters reaction…”, “she's only 13, ive practically raised her half her life…”). Even when they feel utterly hopeless, they are determined to keep engaging with help and treatment, saying they’ve “engaged with everything possibly offered” and still try, which reflects the Hufflepuff work ethic and stubborn endurance (“it's not like i haven't tried so so much to get better, ive engaged with everything possibly offered...”). They also put effort into small, steady practices like daily gratitude journaling and creative oatmeal bowls, which is a very Hufflepuff way of finding comfort in simple, everyday rituals (“going to try and appreciate small things in life from now on. im going to journal one thing im grateful for each day.”, “ideas for oatmeal toppings/mix ins?... id like some inspiration so i can (hopefully) mix things up a bit.”). Their desire for a pet as a source of purpose and their deep bond with animals also fits Hufflepuff’s association with care and gentleness: they describe their lost dog as their best friend and long for that companionship again (“i want a dog... i want a friend, im so excruciatingly lonely. i miss my dog so so much, she was my best friend.”). Overall, while they show intelligence and introspection, their defining traits are loyalty, compassion, and a hardworking, quietly resilient spirit, which strongly align with Hufflepuff.
Your movie
Your song
I'll Never Know - Jessie J
A well‑suited song for them is “I’ll Never Know” by Jessie J (often misremembered as I’ll Never Know Why) because they themselves describe how deeply it resonates with their grief. They wrote that “i recently listened to 'ill never know why' by jessie j… my god it tears me apart everytime ive listened to it since. it hurts so bad.”, which shows a direct emotional connection. The song’s themes of loss, unanswered questions, and aching love mirror their posts about missing their boyfriend, like “i miss him more and more as time goes on… when will i not be in excruciating mental pain.. or is this forever?” and “id do anything, anything at all, if it meant i could bring back my boyfriend.”. Its melancholy introspection also fits with their reflections on wanting a purpose and feeling like a “lost cause,” as in “I don't know what to do… i am totally rock bottom and barely surviving. im a lost cause”. Overall, the song encapsulates their mixture of love, grief, and the painful not‑knowing that runs through many of their tweets.
Your time travel destination
Your video game
Your spirit animal
Your (un)funny joke
Your superpower
Your fictional best friend
Your dream vacation
Your alternate career path
Your celebrity match
Did you enjoy your Horoscope?
Your horoscope is 7 days old! Generate a better one from your latest tweets, unlock more insights and use a smarter pro AI!
