Strengths and Weaknesses
Strengths:
- Self-aware: They openly notice contradictions, e.g. calling themselves out for retweeting thinspo despite valuing harm reduction in “Also I'm realising Im a hypocrite by saying I'm into harm reduction but retweeting thinspo.”
- Emotionally honest: They describe shame, fear, and pride very directly, such as admitting relapse and tawbah in “So ashamed after my relapse but did tawbah going to keep it pushing.”
- Resilient: Despite severe ED and disability struggles, they keep working on eating and mobility, like celebrating standing again in “I Stood up today! Havent done it in weeks I was so stressed I had a mental block.”
- Supportive: They offer hope to others with self-harm histories, e.g. encouraging recovery in “If ur covered in scars you can still stop. I have so many raised burn scars... Started self harming around age 10 stopped completely ~21.”
- Spiritually committed: They consistently invest in their faith through Quran study, hijab attempts, and retreats, as in “Practiced reciting quran for the first time last night I did one ayat only bc i am not the best at Arabic.” and “I went to a retreat for reverts and it really revitalised me.”
Weaknesses:
- Self-critical: They use harsh language toward themselves and their body, e.g. “im so ugly and horrible been ugly and horrible my whole life and im so so so fat in my face nd neck im gonna DIE maybe x” and “I'm so fat and disgusting I wanna die”
- Restriction-focused: Much of their thinking centers on weight loss goals over health, such as “i'm literally just gonna lose another 15 pounds and maintain i cant be bothered torturing myself” and “I think I'll be near my gw by February. I'm restricting a little more now...”
- Health-neglectful: They knowingly push their body despite severe undernourishment and medical needs, like “Drugging myself asleep instead of eating ♪Ю―(^▽^o) ♪” and waking in a deficit in “I'm so tired of waking up in a sustained calorie deficit...”
- Rumination-prone: They describe looping in guilt and delaying relief, as in “SELFISH I delay repenting so I can brood for 3 days and feel sorry for myself I am causing my own suffering”
- Trigger-seeking: They remain engaged with ED spaces and thinspo despite recognizing harm, e.g. nostalgia and comfort in “Littttttt I remember b&w thinspo from tumblr when I was 10... ive lurked online ed spaces for the majority of my life!” and their concern in “combining a social platform with any form of dieting is always gonna be risky... edtwt openly setting up camp was predictable tbh”
Your Simpsons character
Lisa Simpson
They most closely resemble Lisa Simpson: introspective, highly self-critical, bookish, and morally conflicted. Like Lisa, they care deeply about ethics and feel torn when their behavior clashes with their values, e.g. reflecting that they’re into harm reduction but still retweet “thinspo. Ridiculous. It's just such a comfort.”. Their journey into Islam and religious study mirrors Lisa’s earnest spiritual and intellectual searching, as seen when they say they’re starting Islamic studies and need to eat so their “head gets foggy” “I'm restricting a little more now... but im starting islamic studies mid Jan so I'll need to eat bc my head gets foggy” and when they talk about practicing reciting Qur’an “Practiced reciting quran for the first time last night I did one ayat only”. Their tendency toward intense self-criticism and feeling like an outsider in their own family and online spaces also echoes Lisa’s alienation, for instance calling themself “horribly ugly and flabby and disgusting” while still analyzing ED spaces and misinformation with precision “I do really hate wrong info how hard is it to Google before you give advice”. Despite heavy struggles (disability, eating disorder, mental health), they show resilience and a desire to improve spiritually and emotionally, much like Lisa pushing through her own crises with reflection and a strong inner moral compass.
Your MBTI personality Type
INFP
They appear more introverted (I) than extroverted: they frequently mention being housebound or bedrotting, and their focus is on online spaces and inner experiences rather than social events, e.g. “Just bedrotting from restriction even though I'm not even restricting that bad…” and “doing an internet detox, will check in periodically :)”. Their tweets show a strong intuitive (N) tendency, moving quickly from concrete situations to patterns, ethics, and meaning, such as reflecting on medical fatphobia in “I wonder how many people with a high weight at that time died of their restrictive eating disorder… and medical people were just like yep its because of their weight and moved on” and critiquing online culture in “I do really hate wrong info how hard is it to Google before you give advice…”. They clearly lead with feeling (F) over thinking, making decisions and judgments around values, empathy, and hurt, for example their discomfort with graphic content and cruelty in “Hey jsyk if you are reblogging the uncensored pic of the famous bulimic death I will unmoot you, it's too much lol” and moral distress about thinspo in “I'm realising Im a hypocrite by saying I'm into harm reduction but retweeting thinspo. Ridiculous. It's just such a comfort.”. Their lifestyle and self-description align more with perceiving (P) than judging: they repeatedly describe struggling with structure, procrastinating assignments, and going through intense up-and-down phases rather than following rigid plans, as in “ahamdulilah got my assignment in started it like 2 days beforehand was so behind on the material lol” and “i'm trying to eat three times a day and i'm still waking up roaring hungry… i can't deal with this”. Taken together—intense inner emotional life, value-driven reflections, a focus on meaning and ethics, and a somewhat unstructured, fluctuating daily rhythm—INFP best fits their overall pattern.
Some pickup lines for you
- You said six Ensures a day is a losing battle, but if one of them was a date with me talking Qur’an transliteration and coconut-oil hair care, that’s basically maintenance for the soul, right?
- You’re out here reminiscing about peak Tumblr, rare Tamagotchis, and black‑and‑white thinspo, but I’m trying to be your new hyperfixation era: Eli x Me, custom dashboard theme, galaxy background, mnnnnnnnnnn cat soundtrack.
- You stood up after weeks, started hijab practice with that kid-size amira, and practiced reciting 8:30—low-key, the way you keep getting back up is the real beauty here. If you ever want someone to quietly cheer between salah, physiotherapy, and melon halves, I volunteer.
- You said you’ll leave edtwt once the belly fat’s gone; as your unofficial harm‑reduction hype squad, I propose a plot twist: you stay, but swap the lbmi trade for trading cross‑stitch patterns and pics of that butterfly-in-the-closet moment—with me included in the mutuals, obviously.
- You’re dodging the Christmas ham, praying your stomach accepts half a melon, and losing weight on Burger King twice a week—clearly Allah tests His strongest soldiers. Let me at least be your silly little battle companion who brings lint rollers for shredded hoodies and du’as for stable appetite.
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Revert Muslim, disabled, ex-BPD dx, trying to eat enough & pray on time. Once drank Ensure then threw it up immediately—still counts as trying.– @undereatin
Your signature cocktail
The Bedrotting Revert Fizz
This mocktail is gentle but complex, like someone who can say “Just bedrotting from restriction even though I'm not even restricting that bad…” and still push through physiotherapy and studies. The rose & cardamom lemonade nods to their baby‑Muslim softness and love for Islamic studies, as in “im starting to be able to follow along on the transliteration… im a baby muslim im not ready for big books yet”. Cloudy apple juice with a splash of creamy "Ensure" echoes their practical harm‑reduction mindset and reliance on supplements, like “Save me ensure compact, calcium and vitamin d tablets and multivitamins ( ; ﾟДﾟ)”. The strong black tea shot reflects their stubborn, slightly emo edge and late‑night resolve in tweets like “im gonna starve myself tonight i think :) nice milk in ur bedtime cup of tea is allowed tho cmon”. Coconut water ice cubes and a melon garnish honour their self‑care and tiny food joys—“I JUST ATE HALF A MELON OMGGGGG… I think my prayers have been answered”—plus their love of coconut oil in “Covered my hair in coconut oil again 🥥💆♀️”. Light, sweet‑tart, and quietly energising, it’s experimental without being chaotic—like a wheelchair girl doing dhikr, edtwt drama analysis, and cross‑stitch all in one scroll, as hinted in “Used to have a steps addiction and not being able to walk anymore is so funny. What was it all for.”.
Your Hogwarts House
Ravenclaw
Eli demonstrates a profound Ravenclaw-like dedication to structured learning and self-improvement, particularly through their religious conversion. They frequently document their educational journey, noting, “im starting islamic studies mid Jan so I'll need to eat bc my head gets foggy” and expressing pride when they “got my assignment in started it like 2 days beforehand was so behind on the material lol”. Their analytical nature is evident in how they critique misinformation, stating, “I do really hate wrong info how hard is it to Google before you give advice”. Even within their struggles, they maintain an observant, meta-analytical perspective on internet culture and history, reminiscing about when “reblogging took you to an entirely separate page” on Tumblr. This combination of academic discipline, intellectual curiosity, and a sharp, witty critical eye aligns them most closely with the house of Rowena Ravenclaw.
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Your song
Control - Halsey
A well-suited song is "Control" by Halsey because it captures living with mental illness and feeling monstrous yet self-aware, which echoes their intense self-criticism and ED struggles like “im so so so so so so so so so so so so so fat” and “Horribly ugly and flabby and disgusting”. The song’s battle between darkness and wanting to get better fits their oscillation between relapse and harm reduction, as seen in “So ashamed after my relapse but did tawbah going to keep it pushing. Doing decent at the minute in easing up on restriction!” and “Alhamdulilah my Ed is milder now. I feel myself faint and unable to hold conversation and I know to eat.”. Halsey’s themes of identity and control over one’s body mirror tweets like “I'm actually losing weight my mom noticed it's so hard to maintain muscle though fml” and their fixation on calories, supplements, and maintenance such as “>having to drink SIX ENSURES A DAY to hit maintenance… This is such a losing battle”. The dramatic, confessional tone of Control also parallels their raw, candid posting style about faith, disability, and regret, for example “SELFISH I delay repenting so I can brood for 3 days and feel sorry for myself I am causing my own suffering”. Overall, the song’s blend of vulnerability, self-loathing, and a desire to regain control strongly reflects the emotional landscape of their timeline.
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